Im Done..

They say that Hate is the equal opposite of Love..

I beg to differ.. The equal, if not extreme, opposite of Love is Indifference.. When you stopped caring..

When you stopped giving a damn..

When not caring is so much easier.. When not caring is so much peaceful.. When not caring gives you peace.. When not giving a damn makes you function better.. That's when Love doesnt exist anymore..

All the lies thrown back and forth.. Countless, numerous, unquantified amout of distress. Of misery and illogical exhange of wasted ideas.. Of dreams that were just that-- DREAMS..

It was never my intent to lose track. It was never my intent to go the opposite direction. Never at all to waste what I spent my time and energy with.. I dont like regret.. Never have, and never will..

I push boundaries, break barriers and oppose views head-on.. right or wrong, im up front and center.. Hate is a coward's easy way out.. To hate is to simply acknowledge that you lack the mental capacity to go beyond what is in front of you.. as one brilliant mind said " people hate what they don't understand.."

All has been said and done.. Even this post is soooooooooo 6 years ago.. IM DONE..

To all your destinations and new found horizon-- GOODLUCK and GODSPEED...
To all your endeavors, aspirations and new projects-- GOODLUCK and PROSPERITY...
To all your achievements, new found station in Life, new status -- GOODLUCK and GOOD RIDDANCE..

Coz that's all that I have for you.. regardless how Life goes-- whether up or down, good or bad, happiness or misery, triumph or defeat, success or failure.....

IM JUST DONE CARING..

Taking Chances

" what do you say to taking chances?.."
"what do you say to jumping off the edge?.."
"never knowing if there's solid ground below.."
"or hand to hold, or hell to pay.."

".. what do you say?.."

Saturation point. A very convenient excuse for just about anything. Reaching one's saturation point. Relationship. Family. Job...

Everything.

Pity me for underestimating the human spirit the way that i did. Me, especially. To underestimate what I have personally experienced. Human Spirit. The tenacity, the perseverance, the patience, the tolerance and the strength to push further. A nudge, a mile--doesn't really matter. It gets you there one way or another.

It always easy to say its okay. Its always easy to convince oneself that you can always go back, that everything will be okay as you left it. To squeeze out the goodness of the past, dwelling more on the good than the past part.. its still the past. Once one has taken the step to move forward, it becomes a new reality. A new chapter. It can't be changed. Regardless how one denies it. Regardless how one resents it or stops it.

I took my leap 2 years ago. With nothing to fall back on. I just left. because all i knew then, there was nothing worth staying for. It was over even before I realized it. the next logical step was to move forward. Costed me everything I had to take myself a nudge further, a mile further, a lifetime further. And now I see myself better, happier, whole. ME..

So what do I say??

Take a chance.. you'll never know where it takes you.. and how good it feels..

"and i had my heart beaten down, but i always come back for more.."
"there's nothing like love to pull you, when you're lying down on the floor.."