Vindication

Isn't it great when things just fall into place without moving a finger?!... It's like magic but NOT really.... :)

It is true, as most would say that there are things that would solve itself. That certain situations need not be entertained, but rather just flow with it. Apparently, things on my end just did.

I am not a psychic or anything. And am not praying to be one, at that. I love spontaneity. I love being carefree. But I have to admit that I have a heightened intuition, if you may. I don't know what brought it about but I do feel certain things that even I could not explain. Certain emotions just do happen. Like a suuden blood rush, or a sudden skip of heartbeat... Weird stuff like that.. Most of the time, it happens in an impulse...Others take a while, like it grows on you.. Slowly, then hits me.. This occurrence has proven itself useful and helpful so many times that I have begun to consider it. Primarily, I still depend on logic and intelligence.

My point: I feel great right now precisely because that intuition did not fail me. I knew I was right about a certain individual when others saw otherwise. That what I thought was harsh and cruel to the that certain character, I for one believe that it was a hoax!!! I never convince people. I don't do that. That is why I don't do sales regardless of the communication skills that I have. However, I do declare (translation: subjective to the recieving parties involved to believe or not) certain opinions about certain things, in this case I did declare that there is a game being played. That the character that most had high regards to was playing a game and taking everyone for suckers!!Most did not like that declaration. I didn't care. Refer to translation- subjective nga eh!!!! Meaning I don't care what others think..

In the beginning, the intuition did not make sense to me. Fact is, its not suppose to make any sense since its reffered to as an intuition. Its a feeling. A gut feeling. And I for one, had to discover in such a gruesome manner the fact about this character. To prove to myself, I guess if whether or not I was right about my opinion. And I was. GAD! I was soooooo RIGHT!!!

Unfortunately though, slow people will indeed consume time before they would grasp the concept of the situation. Sorry, am a fast learner.

Reinvention

Time to get my shit together... This insanity has gone farther than it should have.

I have been played. Now I know that I have been played.
That's not good. THAT, is not good at all.
For quite a time I have been asking myself as to why most people find me that scary.
Now I know why.
Because I can do damage. I can hurt people as well. I can hurt people very well, if I put my mind into it...
But I never do.
I never do.
Because if I did,
If I did.......


It makes me no different from them - PATHETIC.

A New Journey Begins.......

Monday. December 11, 2006- to be exact, meant rebirth. I was born again..
Like a powerful phoenix, I rose from the ashes from which I crumbled and faded.

This day is so symbolic for me.. The first day of the week meant the first day of my new life. Fitting. Perfect.
And coincidentally, I have a new blog...

Take a "blog"-trip with me.. It'll be fun. It'll be painful. It'll be rewarding. It'll be fabulous.

Just like me-Fabulous..